To feel that you are ganged hanged up on is an ugly feeling whether it is true or not, no one talking my side, feeling deflated

 That is how I just felt, 2 estrogens

Against my one testosterone a 

Really awful feeling pitting one

Against  two whether true or not

Is how o just felt and still feel!

But I have to move on and

Blow this feeling away and rise

And ride up over it! So be it!