Life in internet fashion , fashioned, they hope, for themselves, for their own control and profit and total benefit to our very obscurity and lacking any true definitions anymore, these are their sole goals, rob us of everything, including our souls!

 What is left to say?!? What is left of me, of you, of us?

Not much, so we must be brave, we must rally, we must!

Life is to be maintained as our own! IT is cert for sure no!

NOT theirs! Their claims are from our very own weaknesses!

We are more, so much mucho mas mejor que out of control

Given to them, they have steeled themselves to our pain as

They very well STOLE in stealth in guises so UNsuspecting

To our NAIVE beings, we had NO IDEA, we trusted in vain

STUPIDLY! We LET IT happen and we as much WELCOMED

it's presence, our NOT having to make our very own decisions 

SO very varied SUGAR-COCK-COATED in the finest finery

THE Satins, angoras, Guchi bags, promises of the finest of all

ORNAMENTATIONS. lame excuses for the REAL in LIFE &

IN US, we fell for the JADING the personsalities ours SO very

QUICKLY fading fade away WAY WAY Sway GO GONE from

US sooooooo very FAR away! What we once knew stolen and sold

AT their gain, their profits, their sorry ass by us to them GIVEN,

means to USE US and X X X X ploy toy ooooh boys gals PLOIT

LOITE litter trash, crash, bash, gnash US to pulvereens 2 r spleens!

AND it is happening by the second, milli micro atom, molecule yes

SPEED acid amphetamines, MaryYOUusMeWeWanna take a toke!?!

You fucking sorry ass soiled spoiled spit spat spunk on ruined JOKES!

My bod as in oddy mine-own-leased-rented-bought-ALL-I-got body is in aches and stabs and

 Grabs at, cracks in, stops that punch that

Raise my questions my very own concerns

What in body’s-mine-NAME is happening!?

What am I the experience of, the live exper-

Iment mint must, moist flesh, heart race, the

Grump the gripe the strip the stripe the human

Stripe, snipe, sneak snatch snip blip blast blur

Blast, harness, harass bare bad ass so often now

Called dirty when in fact with growth so much

NOW coming to grips, to my vivid painful terms!?!

Self with, taught by self, examined by self, elf help!

Time to move on, that queaze queazy feel, that shoulder crunch is like a squeeze a punch a very upset lunch!

 I am set so setting to set to move along to

Another sequel sequence seduction, set of

Circumstances short of me being circumvented

I need my space my freedom my grace in being

Honest in all my animal disgrace so very base!

I live a tail, I make a mess, I pee and miss the

Bowl, my undies have no hole to part quick to

Release my pee fast before I explode! And this

With a tight belt, a need to sudden-pee, some-

Times take a shit, too, one triggers the other and

I so oft am caught  so total, so  guard-off, so yes

Unprepared not suspecting not always quick enough!

And I take my time so often, I fart and fart and that

Gas soooooo from my ass OUT ! Like soooo many

Cannon balls blast blast BLAST for forth their yes

Freedom at a cost as with the air that shit does follow

And stain that fabric and remind me of once having

Exerting more control on bowels and dick and balls

Of mine that are growing less aware less prepared

To take on all my current responsibilities , and yet I

Do not despair, I care and I will myself prepare to

Be more vigilant more prepared to deal In all this 

And soil and boil less over and cover my tracks and

Find a joy greater than all in being naked more oft!

I am what I am!

Tony

Friday night, April 5,;2024 at 10:02pm now as I post this!

Your “ you-ness “, mmmmm, I am mulching my brain, my body myself, a tremendous difficult moment of unrest that should be rest

 

You and your you-ness it ruffles me so!

Gets churning and lurking and yanks at

My so often and persistent, the “ doing “

Is getting my best my brave my energies

Starred stared nor scared yet often with a

Doubt or four, I plug into those sources so

 Visible to me round me , they I myself so 

Actively surround in notions, their motions,

Our potions with man woman child peops us

Our portents our contents our inner beings so

They constant, are now bombarded, and so we

All must protection round us throw up at the

Stir of an attack that insidious as that will not

Ever announce its presence, and on top of all

That I garden I earth-hold-dig-into-my-hands

To nurture to pure natural narrative recover and

You, you and your “ you-ness “ on and over me

Does it’s spell it’s presence it’s very being so in

Me dig deep, a narcotic of sorts, for many the best,

Love is mixed in, needing, wanting and abandoning

All restraints all “ stops “, allowing life, IT just to

Happen, as sometimes our thoughts and feelings, fears,

They allb” grow out of hand “, so we must let life

In and not lock our doors and bar our windows so

Tight, we need to live, we need to mulch more than

Our yards as to grow we must in all earnest-y set

Ourselves free to mulch so thickly richly all we are!

I’m just a naked man! Mmmmmmmmmmmmm mannnnnn man!

 Nowhere I want to hide, my bum my hide my body pride!

I’m simple sooooo very vary variously just being now , more!

Than ever ! I’m no Adam! Not just any Adam! To my Eve!

To my Adam! I love my apple ! Fascinated by my snake! it

Lives in me, on me, aaahhhh so subMmmmmmBlimey ME!

I hold it in my hands, I agitate it as I need to Ex-OUT-splice!

I carry life I carry possibles so many possible babies to grow

Up and out at and Adam at-them at-us at-we! How many do

I envision, do I see!?! I stopped counting! At one time, it was

All about perfection, I had that pass, that time afforded me I

Could be so very picky, and I was, a

Igneous, examined, minutely, under both micro and macro

Scopes! nOaw I sing another tune, I want to be there and

Here and anywhere OUT and aaahhhhh about naked and

Free

To simple, to me , to be,, happy, including others, judging

Less, finding fewer faults, accepting and loving as stress-FREE 

As I can or May possible yes so si si si Desnudos juntos todos

Tous nous tous heureux et plein de Sante et joie de vivre avec

Nous avc notre monde, in harmony without judgement or harm!

I do not want to be the ob be the one constantly setting off the alarm!

Our watch dog, our alarm,he sets it off enough for the both of us, so much

We have to cut off the windows and the doors sone may hear but may not see

Some barks less, makes it easier for both of us to at night’s slumber sleep si!

I’m in a viscious psyche-all sooooooo, aahhhGggghhhhhhhh! And yet!

 

Cycle, circle, rectangle m square, - all to be wrecked worked rotated, rerun, run, fun, Fay eating, drinking sooooooo into, into us, all clung! I am just a siphon a

Sei e a tunnel a cave to be web-like spun in a dazzling morning Monday at home

Spun , my spin , my spindle, my thread my yarn, so ‘tween lecture room barn!

City folk country farm folk, we are all turning on a Spock’s spicier a spat a mission

A May, matted, shiny, Spock and smack aaaahhhhhhhh such a sublime attack I,

They, us, none of us ever EVEN odd , so oddly, so calculated yes si oui, we never

Saw it, flu g do2n to the Matt, sat on , spit at, farted on, shT! They care not a fly

A farthing a fish a cat a crock, a squirrel, a frog a possum, otter, calf, kitten, NO!

We are all so dispendible, so otherwise use.ess until we are used thoroughly by the Al

I am dazzled, runny nose, allergies outside in this warmi g sun kooling so cold 

Be breeze squeeze on my meaner-knees, need to blow my nose, cam bate.y see 

This screen for its reflection blasting g. Y vision my eyes once seem you now by

Gosh by golly by jolly by jitters by grab by slab by sudden the glare so glossing me!

And yet I type, trusting in this thrust this bust,  y runny nose goi g dripping almostNow amock a mire a mighty, I have to quick-stop , BLOW my nose before I blow this ALL! Am I small, am I tall? Ami I?

In a room for dining, in a bathroom stall, round a fire, in the woods,  loathed or naked, free, flashing,

How many of you ever streaked, naked, in front of all, at a whimsy, at a fall, at someone’s call, or

Just it hit you so sudden!? Such an urge, as if, like soooo, to purge, to splurge to surge to aserge to

Be so seen as obscene, by so many, them be so The prudes, The rudes, but, You and Me, we be soo

The glorious glad, gleeful nu nu nu nu nudes, some souls yamma Desnudos, les nud, I say I feel so

Much better, my psycheEeeeeeeeeeee so improved, so infused, so enthused , nurtured, pampered,

So pleased in pleasures those mind and fantastical treasures we construe, we see inside our heads

They are there as if in our beds! Our savory saline freshly blood-infused meds, that sustain and must

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Be let go let loose free to satisfy not only us but all the wo4king that needs our love our thanks our

Smiles and hugs and rolled out rugs to lay on, sit on, stand on, all of us ONE , once and 4 ALL

Sooooooooooooooo yummmmmmm yes si oui Claro verdad certain , for sure, clearly, dear TO GET

Her Him Th3m Us We Theirs Ours TOGETHER any place any weather and time and space all states!

Go on, feast, drink, dine, clean our plates then toil and test and best and tease and stress-FREE Be!

The art in accomplishing is so grand, you could build a feeling around it!

 I am feeling, almost ecstatic, reeling, my nakedness

My life my story my day into night so supreme to be

So pleased to X-tend-tent-happy-bent-paying my yes

Mortgage not having to pay rent, worked in the yard

All day raking and ivy-up-and-out-pulling to then so

Bag it all, leaves, bramble, sticks, twigs, bracken and

All that collects on our backyard Forrest woodsy grrr

Grounds, the beds for deer and red fox, possum, birds

Gathering pieces up, leaves pulled out from bushes yes

They probably served as makeshift nests for so many of

Those that fly about and make our backyard their home.

It was so splendid, the garden, the sun, the tidying up

Our butterfly ush by our shed, the surveying our peram-

Tiers of yard where many uprooted plants like Rose of

Sharon’s I have planted to add some shape , some texture 

And color all around seeing, I hope, nThe Big Picture of

Our 4-sided yard and not just the specifics, all so much,

And yet so very gratifying to see so much exposed now!