Left with the hard work of my hand

 

I am too hard on myself

I am not hard enough

I a too hard on my neighbors 

I am not hard enough

I expect too much

I should expect nothing

I am enamored by ladies

I am too fantasy driven

Too thinking that there

Should be more than there

Is wanting to hug and embrace

Wanting to strip down to nothing

No clothes at all as I just did

To get into bed to feel weightless

Mindless not responsible for

The moments that we be so

Naked together just telling our

Dreams exploits and hidden

Joys of attraction to penises

Of both men and young men

Not really for boys too young

Too awful to rob their cradles

My penis does though twitch

In looking a pictures the more

Pubic hair I see on men or

Women those hairy armpits

Whoa how I do churn up lust

My body does them towards 

Turn and I know it is all in my

Head to give and get their head

Not really reality not really med 

I am by my fantasies so spoon fed

I expect too much, am to hard all

Around except where it matters

So hard for any erections the

Blood refuses to rush and so

I am left with work of my hand