Your “ you-ness “, mmmmm, I am mulching my brain, my body myself, a tremendous difficult moment of unrest that should be rest

 

You and your you-ness it ruffles me so!

Gets churning and lurking and yanks at

My so often and persistent, the “ doing “

Is getting my best my brave my energies

Starred stared nor scared yet often with a

Doubt or four, I plug into those sources so

 Visible to me round me , they I myself so 

Actively surround in notions, their motions,

Our potions with man woman child peops us

Our portents our contents our inner beings so

They constant, are now bombarded, and so we

All must protection round us throw up at the

Stir of an attack that insidious as that will not

Ever announce its presence, and on top of all

That I garden I earth-hold-dig-into-my-hands

To nurture to pure natural narrative recover and

You, you and your “ you-ness “ on and over me

Does it’s spell it’s presence it’s very being so in

Me dig deep, a narcotic of sorts, for many the best,

Love is mixed in, needing, wanting and abandoning

All restraints all “ stops “, allowing life, IT just to

Happen, as sometimes our thoughts and feelings, fears,

They allb” grow out of hand “, so we must let life

In and not lock our doors and bar our windows so

Tight, we need to live, we need to mulch more than

Our yards as to grow we must in all earnest-y set

Ourselves free to mulch so thickly richly all we are!

I’m just a naked man! Mmmmmmmmmmmmm mannnnnn man!

 Nowhere I want to hide, my bum my hide my body pride!

I’m simple sooooo very vary variously just being now , more!

Than ever ! I’m no Adam! Not just any Adam! To my Eve!

To my Adam! I love my apple ! Fascinated by my snake! it

Lives in me, on me, aaahhhh so subMmmmmmBlimey ME!

I hold it in my hands, I agitate it as I need to Ex-OUT-splice!

I carry life I carry possibles so many possible babies to grow

Up and out at and Adam at-them at-us at-we! How many do

I envision, do I see!?! I stopped counting! At one time, it was

All about perfection, I had that pass, that time afforded me I

Could be so very picky, and I was, a

Igneous, examined, minutely, under both micro and macro

Scopes! nOaw I sing another tune, I want to be there and

Here and anywhere OUT and aaahhhhh about naked and

Free

To simple, to me , to be,, happy, including others, judging

Less, finding fewer faults, accepting and loving as stress-FREE 

As I can or May possible yes so si si si Desnudos juntos todos

Tous nous tous heureux et plein de Sante et joie de vivre avec

Nous avc notre monde, in harmony without judgement or harm!

I do not want to be the ob be the one constantly setting off the alarm!

Our watch dog, our alarm,he sets it off enough for the both of us, so much

We have to cut off the windows and the doors sone may hear but may not see

Some barks less, makes it easier for both of us to at night’s slumber sleep si!

I’m in a viscious psyche-all sooooooo, aahhhGggghhhhhhhh! And yet!

 

Cycle, circle, rectangle m square, - all to be wrecked worked rotated, rerun, run, fun, Fay eating, drinking sooooooo into, into us, all clung! I am just a siphon a

Sei e a tunnel a cave to be web-like spun in a dazzling morning Monday at home

Spun , my spin , my spindle, my thread my yarn, so ‘tween lecture room barn!

City folk country farm folk, we are all turning on a Spock’s spicier a spat a mission

A May, matted, shiny, Spock and smack aaaahhhhhhhh such a sublime attack I,

They, us, none of us ever EVEN odd , so oddly, so calculated yes si oui, we never

Saw it, flu g do2n to the Matt, sat on , spit at, farted on, shT! They care not a fly

A farthing a fish a cat a crock, a squirrel, a frog a possum, otter, calf, kitten, NO!

We are all so dispendible, so otherwise use.ess until we are used thoroughly by the Al

I am dazzled, runny nose, allergies outside in this warmi g sun kooling so cold 

Be breeze squeeze on my meaner-knees, need to blow my nose, cam bate.y see 

This screen for its reflection blasting g. Y vision my eyes once seem you now by

Gosh by golly by jolly by jitters by grab by slab by sudden the glare so glossing me!

And yet I type, trusting in this thrust this bust,  y runny nose goi g dripping almostNow amock a mire a mighty, I have to quick-stop , BLOW my nose before I blow this ALL! Am I small, am I tall? Ami I?

In a room for dining, in a bathroom stall, round a fire, in the woods,  loathed or naked, free, flashing,

How many of you ever streaked, naked, in front of all, at a whimsy, at a fall, at someone’s call, or

Just it hit you so sudden!? Such an urge, as if, like soooo, to purge, to splurge to surge to aserge to

Be so seen as obscene, by so many, them be so The prudes, The rudes, but, You and Me, we be soo

The glorious glad, gleeful nu nu nu nu nudes, some souls yamma Desnudos, les nud, I say I feel so

Much better, my psycheEeeeeeeeeeee so improved, so infused, so enthused , nurtured, pampered,

So pleased in pleasures those mind and fantastical treasures we construe, we see inside our heads

They are there as if in our beds! Our savory saline freshly blood-infused meds, that sustain and must

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Be let go let loose free to satisfy not only us but all the wo4king that needs our love our thanks our

Smiles and hugs and rolled out rugs to lay on, sit on, stand on, all of us ONE , once and 4 ALL

Sooooooooooooooo yummmmmmm yes si oui Claro verdad certain , for sure, clearly, dear TO GET

Her Him Th3m Us We Theirs Ours TOGETHER any place any weather and time and space all states!

Go on, feast, drink, dine, clean our plates then toil and test and best and tease and stress-FREE Be!

The art in accomplishing is so grand, you could build a feeling around it!

 I am feeling, almost ecstatic, reeling, my nakedness

My life my story my day into night so supreme to be

So pleased to X-tend-tent-happy-bent-paying my yes

Mortgage not having to pay rent, worked in the yard

All day raking and ivy-up-and-out-pulling to then so

Bag it all, leaves, bramble, sticks, twigs, bracken and

All that collects on our backyard Forrest woodsy grrr

Grounds, the beds for deer and red fox, possum, birds

Gathering pieces up, leaves pulled out from bushes yes

They probably served as makeshift nests for so many of

Those that fly about and make our backyard their home.

It was so splendid, the garden, the sun, the tidying up

Our butterfly ush by our shed, the surveying our peram-

Tiers of yard where many uprooted plants like Rose of

Sharon’s I have planted to add some shape , some texture 

And color all around seeing, I hope, nThe Big Picture of

Our 4-sided yard and not just the specifics, all so much,

And yet so very gratifying to see so much exposed now!

The rate at which the world turns seems now more than ever, at the Mighty Speed of Light!

 Man Fred Man had me years ago so

Blinded by the light and I admit to 

It am addicted! Sun baths. Dabbing

It behind my earlobes, just that image

That imaginary gesture sends to the moon!

And here I stand, quizzical in Washington

Yeah, District of Columbia, and I am sooo

Wondering Fuck The What!??! I don’t

Know my relationship, my purpose is some-

Very much more than just what,  o promised,

Suspect, not on sure-footing at all!! SO: am

I relevant anymore, and to whom!. To myself!?

Questions shockers influencing my well-stable-

Being  and regrouping as I have relational shit

Now more ver than ever before to move forward

Into my new chapter my new life of completing

My many efforts projects and doings needing

Some real definite approach to closure for me!

But hey, wait! Move over! I gotta go pee whee pee!

Waiting for my coffee, three minutes, with trepidation of awaiting drenching down pouring snoring-snot rain!

 

It will take its toll I will feel that soaking damp

It’s will to drench the mensch in me to grovel to

Weep to whimper to cowardly display of one not

In favor sooo clothed to be thus sooooo soaked

Yes, cloaked in dripping cloth water wet heavy

Clumsy rain and it’s chilling bristle stabbing cold!

I am too old to have to thus suffer such this sooo

Sweeping powerful element of water falling upon

And coating me so and my clothes to, too weigh

Me so down as I slink off under my flimsy sooo

Umbrella that will give its protection as best it can!

Man oh man,woman ooohhhh woman, that is the plan!

As Sam, as Pam, as vulnerable both w be in moment this!

I am cold and naked in the morning dawn of a rainy Saturday ! I hear the constant tapping on the outside

 The wetness of the rain speaks to me

Now, in no uncertain terms so certainly

If that as I lay on my warm bed naked

Totally cold on my exposed frontal so

Blasted cold stabbing nakedness I am

Yet warmed by the mattress and the

Comforting thoughts of slumber once

More before I have to rise for work 

And lumber umber amble on and onto

Tastes that sureness tells me on my near

Future await that will as this express cold

I let myself feel now to know I am virile

A six symbol a god a super man and person

Aged and aware , feeling still in my vigor

My youth my promise , my dash, splash,

As in figure dashing, a hunk, bearded, bright

Sparkling eyes, a tease, a Casanova in my

Thinking, wishing, yearning for full erections,

A bigger, longer, more charged up, charging

Bull, stallion in stall or paddock dick, with

Lots loads, loaded white sticky creamy pro

Pro promising growing creating life protein!

And to know I have had much of this, worked

Through much of it, made allowances, looked

To my strengths, been more than satisfied and

Blessed for what the richnesses I already have!

Realizing g how weak, how puny I really am

And yet so able to do so much with it and what

I imagine and permit, envision, conquer and

Yes, I do attain, I do retain, I do remain, stain

After blemish after fart-brain drain I write some

Heady, so fecund, some Germaine train refrains

And verses storied, proud, punchy, particular 

In between my humanness my dreams my fan-

Ta-ta-sees seas , peas and pees and pricks lease!

Taking chances, taking risks, buying lottery tickets, knowing your mind, speaking your mind, thoughts, feelings, sayingvwhaybyouvreally think, getting so drunk you do this and then have to suffer or exult in the circumstances!

 Coming of age, knowing yourself, understanding some of your feelings,

Feeling blessed, feeling in control, comfortable in your life and being as

Much of yourself as you possibly can, knowing this fully as you do, it is

Taking a risk as so much is verboden so unspoken , so hidden by design,

By others, by Society to start with, then by ourselves as we forget what

We once felt, as we start to only feel right with what we are so systematically 

Spoon-fed from an early age, put in our individual cages told it is all for our

Safety, our own good when it is truthfully only to serve others, to keep us

So disoriented, so confused, in a daze, a fog, unconnected from others,

So Afraid to speak that which we think and feel , as these are all distant

And odd to us as we have blocked them off, cordoned them off, closed the

Doors and shut tight the windows on them, no longer really trusting them

Anymore as they now seem foreign and weird, unsettling, upsetting! What

Are we doing we think - rocking the boat, upsetting the status quo of others

As if they and their opinions really matter when they do not at all! We have

Been taught they do, we have been taught we are inadequate and weak and

Ugly and will never amount to anything Orval anything of consequence as

That would upset those plans of a few relying on our being submissive and

Under their control to be used by them to further all their selfish, bully goals!

Sometimes risking it all whatever! IT is!?!? Yes forms of gambling, being brave and reckless , baring all!

 

Baring is so very bad in that it causes intense discomfort 

There is no hiding, n shield no protection of any kind at

All just that of our skin, our hair, our feet and hands to

Cover us up, if we are swift, if we do not move, if we  do

Not have to get up and pee, and if we are on constant 

Vigil to hide our privates as if our privates are any real

Different than our public’s!?! Whey say you? It is Saint

Patrick’s Day and Night now at 11:51 pm! I am in time!

Just time enough to post this with a howling wind outside!

It just reared up its ugly monstrous head and is silent now!

The woodpeckers were here earlier with big red feathers 

So bright so vivid, a pair,mone on one stump, the other on

Another pecking away! It was a beautiful sight & sound so!

It was a day of raking and bagging leaves and mulching!

Now at night after corned beef and carrots and otatoes and Dijon mustard

And Harp beer and watching the tv series Succession and then Royal Pains

It is a moment old nakedness and photos and feeling Randy and

Wanting to prowl wanting to growl! Wanting to be naked with

Others, the more the merrier! To play, to carouse to flirt to hug/ kiss!

To be nautyband nice!

To be wild and untamed and all do nakedly what we feel like most, what we absolutely must before the bewitching wizard Ing hour at midnight!

The drag in the flow, the slow the down the bottom close hit not

 Yet the feel the sense the mood the styles

Things change from a ebb some a flow a

Grind to stop to almost no mo mo mot mots

To express that slag that drop in energies the

Absence of motion the lethargy the heat of

The moment as weather inside is a culprit to

Engage so be engaging and such lively live

Livelihoods without the shade or shadow of

Hoods! In cities on street, meadows the shade

Of woods but here I wait I wallow I wonder

Where it will all go, how will it be so become?

In my time alive here in this store or elsewhere

Where will I be and what will I connect with as

Things happen and appear and become focused

Focus, to have results and effects to affect me / us!?

Retail is harder than ever before to grasp 

What and where will any of it or us be soon!?

Watered raked and bagged leaves and now after eating breakfast and

 

Getting ready for work, took two blood

Pressure meds, an allergy pill, a one a day

Vitamin and walked our dog, all is well in

My universe with the birds chirping, gray 

above, bit of a breeze, going to sip a few 

Sips of coffee brewed this morning, pack

The lunch I made and be off to star my art

Start my glorious wondrous fruitful yum DAY!

Hey hey!