I am at a junction with my art that is largely unprecedented as I have learned the rules but basically then abandoned them to work quietly, steadily, in bursts largely, short time limits and often doing things at a lark, at a spontaneous moment, instantly,mquikly, rapidly, in an untamed raw and rough draft, crude rudemood so to speak, act, write, react, dive into both motion and action trying to capture some part or fragment of that initial connect, that instant, that u rehearsed trial, glimpse, alarm, fear, joy, jazz, music to my ears, colors forms textures and shapes profiles faces landscapes all blurred crystal learinto one jolt,mone notice, one awareness , fleeting, bleating, blaring, blasting, blowing ,beautiful and real and naked to my eyes transmitted instantaneously to my other senses. I am ready with a full body of work,n added to both daily and nightly, to be visible and public to the audience of life , people, the world and universe at large!nYAG!Hurray, yay yay yay! Today Sunday May4th, 2025

it s 1:08pm as i start the writing here! Last night i wassosurei would remember my thought Now i searchforit to post here andI remember the lastpart of tge wordcwas ' her ' and I wasgoing to post it andthem changerge ' her ' to ' him ' What was it - bother? brother, other, mother, father? Now of these so i will wait and add it as soon as i remember! I thought to get up at 5am and go diwnstaurs to write it with black acrylic on tan padding cardboard from the boxes of Imperfect foods that we get but i said, no, it was so simple andiwould surely remember and here it is afternoon and i am a total 50% loss for this word tgat ends in ' her '!