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Best when fully charged in my Fullest nakedness preserving Totally splendidly my truths As they be in me shared by me

With ourselves myself each other i will continue as Tony and My beings so to contort to Sing laugh smile smirk jerk Gentle rough rage calm Balm birth bringing it per so Petual petaled perfumed stinking On Off On Off Hold Breath release!