Life in internet fashion , fashioned, they hope, for themselves, for their own control and profit and total benefit to our very obscurity and lacking any true definitions anymore, these are their sole goals, rob us of everything, including our souls!

 What is left to say?!? What is left of me, of you, of us?

Not much, so we must be brave, we must rally, we must!

Life is to be maintained as our own! IT is cert for sure no!

NOT theirs! Their claims are from our very own weaknesses!

We are more, so much mucho mas mejor que out of control

Given to them, they have steeled themselves to our pain as

They very well STOLE in stealth in guises so UNsuspecting

To our NAIVE beings, we had NO IDEA, we trusted in vain

STUPIDLY! We LET IT happen and we as much WELCOMED

it's presence, our NOT having to make our very own decisions 

SO very varied SUGAR-COCK-COATED in the finest finery

THE Satins, angoras, Guchi bags, promises of the finest of all

ORNAMENTATIONS. lame excuses for the REAL in LIFE &

IN US, we fell for the JADING the personsalities ours SO very

QUICKLY fading fade away WAY WAY Sway GO GONE from

US sooooooo very FAR away! What we once knew stolen and sold

AT their gain, their profits, their sorry ass by us to them GIVEN,

means to USE US and X X X X ploy toy ooooh boys gals PLOIT

LOITE litter trash, crash, bash, gnash US to pulvereens 2 r spleens!

AND it is happening by the second, milli micro atom, molecule yes

SPEED acid amphetamines, MaryYOUusMeWeWanna take a toke!?!

You fucking sorry ass soiled spoiled spit spat spunk on ruined JOKES!

My bod as in oddy mine-own-leased-rented-bought-ALL-I-got body is in aches and stabs and

 Grabs at, cracks in, stops that punch that

Raise my questions my very own concerns

What in body’s-mine-NAME is happening!?

What am I the experience of, the live exper-

Iment mint must, moist flesh, heart race, the

Grump the gripe the strip the stripe the human

Stripe, snipe, sneak snatch snip blip blast blur

Blast, harness, harass bare bad ass so often now

Called dirty when in fact with growth so much

NOW coming to grips, to my vivid painful terms!?!

Self with, taught by self, examined by self, elf help!

Time to move on, that queaze queazy feel, that shoulder crunch is like a squeeze a punch a very upset lunch!

 I am set so setting to set to move along to

Another sequel sequence seduction, set of

Circumstances short of me being circumvented

I need my space my freedom my grace in being

Honest in all my animal disgrace so very base!

I live a tail, I make a mess, I pee and miss the

Bowl, my undies have no hole to part quick to

Release my pee fast before I explode! And this

With a tight belt, a need to sudden-pee, some-

Times take a shit, too, one triggers the other and

I so oft am caught  so total, so  guard-off, so yes

Unprepared not suspecting not always quick enough!

And I take my time so often, I fart and fart and that

Gas soooooo from my ass OUT ! Like soooo many

Cannon balls blast blast BLAST for forth their yes

Freedom at a cost as with the air that shit does follow

And stain that fabric and remind me of once having

Exerting more control on bowels and dick and balls

Of mine that are growing less aware less prepared

To take on all my current responsibilities , and yet I

Do not despair, I care and I will myself prepare to

Be more vigilant more prepared to deal In all this 

And soil and boil less over and cover my tracks and

Find a joy greater than all in being naked more oft!

I am what I am!

Tony

Friday night, April 5,;2024 at 10:02pm now as I post this!